Today has not been great at all. Firstly, my mom got me up and convinced me to go to my Grandma's house with my sister despite what I really wanted. In the end, this worked out better than my plan to just go on a weekday and spend from 8ish to 5. Instead I only had to stay from 7ish to 2. We had chicken paprika for lunch which I didn't care much for as the chicken was very dry. I'm extremely picky about my chicken but I ate it so I was not insulting to my dad. I did have some Easy Mac in addition to my meal so I didn't go hungry. My dad also made another dish but it involved eggplant and a lot of onion so I didn't touch it. I was a bit entertained when Eli, Lindsay's boyfriend showed interest in a game I was playing on my computer. It was Spore and it was just kinda fun to talk about something I like though it was awkward talking to him. Probably because I don't know him too well although he's been nothing but nice to me.
Lindsay drove me and Leighanna home as she was going to Eli's house for awhile. I really wish I could avoid ever getting into a vehicle with her driving ever again. She's a very reckless driver and it makes me nervous and nauseous. Not only that, but she thinks it's funny. I think otherwise and so does Leighanna.
Mom seemed very happy to have us home earlier than she thought. I was glad too. I just don't feel comfortable at my grandma's house although I very much enjoyed spending time with my dad. Mom was baking a cake called "chocolate pudding". It was odd as when making it certain parts you didn't stir together. It sounded very weird when my mom explained it. It was already in the oven when we got home but we got to see it when she pulled it out for a doneness test. I was officially freaked out as the cake looked to be crawling and breathing. IT really seemed alive, or that there was something alive just beneath the top crust. It finally stopped moving after my mom stabbed it enough times while testing to see if it was done. She took it to group with her and I just played on my computer till she returned. I had a rough time during the time she was gone but I really don't want to get into details so I won't but it caused my mom to come home early from group. I feel bad for her coming home early and missing some of group since she was enjoying it so even though she told me not to feel bad.
We got to have some cake as there was leftovers and I soon learned why it was called chocolate pudding. Apparently beneath the top crust it is very gooey and pudding like and it was just super amazing tasting. It helped to ease my mood but I still felt sad. I had tried to call my boyfriend prior to this so I could talk to him since I wasn't feeling well but he didn't answer. Unfortunately he called while I was on the phone with my mom and shortly after she got home so I was unable to answer as I was busy conversing with her. After eating cake we were preparing to watch a movie so I quickly listen to my voicemails then called him back so he wasn't worried about me not answering. I enjoyed talking with him for about 15 minutes I'd guess before we started the movie in which I then hung up.
We watched Julie & Julia. It was a pretty funny movie but due to my eyes feeling tired and hurting from crying earlier I was more than eager for the end of them movie almost halfway through it. Being so tired, I returned to my room soon after and debated whether to listen to music or call my boyfriend. I decided to have both. What I mean is, since I usually pause conversation with him while typing this post, I thought I'd listen to music while I type this then call him and talk to him till we can't stay awake any longer. I really don't know what I would do without him in my life. Of course I feel the same way about my sister and mom and dad. Yes, even my dad. I have so many good people in my life and without them I probably would not still be here. My mom was such a support to me today but enough about that, I don't want to get into that further.
I think that's about it for tonight. I know it was very short and I left out a lot of details but I'm just far from in the mood to do an extensive post. Honestly, I'm contemplating making these posts shorter but cutting out as much pointless crap as I can. This way, there's less crap for any of you there to read, plus I don't end up breaking my fingers off from so much typing.
Well, goodnight!
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