Bitter Friday

I woke today on my own. Normally I would just rest until my mom came in to wake me but when I saw the clock it was close to 6:40 AM already. I waited till 40 but I grew a bit concerned when my mom did not come in to wake me. Unable to rest after that, I got on up and went to her room. She was surprised to see me already up and told me she would have woken me at 6:45 AM.

We got to work and I immediately wanted to get vacuuming out of the way but I couldn't until after 10:30. Luckily, I didn't have to worry about getting into too much before then as I had to go with my mom to some medicaide meeting thing so she could get that set up. It seemed to take forever just waiting. I would have been fine waiting so long except there was another person there and they were chewing gum and I unfortunately could hear it. Bad thing with gum chewing, once I hear it, I can't ignore it and it's beyond irritating. I tried to suck it up but I didn't do a very good job as my mom noticed my discomfort but I refrained from making a complaint to her as there was nothing she could do. The other person had every right to chew gum but the sound still rung in my ears for quite some time after that. It was so bad it was like someone was chewing gum right in my ear.

We returned to work but I still could not start vacuuming right away as Tyler, one of the people who work there was still there and would be till 10:30 AM. I played on my computer until 12 as I was unaware that Tyler had left by then. My mom had told me he had but she did it in such a way that I had failed to pick up on it. It was fine anyway, I was hungry and I really wanted to eat before I got to work. Soon after lunch I got the vacuuming done. It was weird not having to worry about that the rest of the day.

Unlike usual, we didn't get anything to eat before going to group. My mom always said we would eat before group so we don't depend on that for food, especially since we're so hungry well before we go. Unfortunately this led to me being overly cranky in addition to not feeling well. I did try, despite what others may thing, to keep from causing a disturbance but it seems in doing so I caused a bigger one. I really do not wish to get into the details of this. Going through it the first time was bad enough and it was entirely my fault. I did finally get a sandwich and my mood immediately brightened.

On the bright side, James was, as always, adorable. I had animal cookies on my plate and he reached up towards me and asked "cookie?". He being so cute I couldn't very well tell him no. I gave him the cookie and his mom had to prompt him to say thank you. He did and he did so very cutely. After he finished it he asked me for another so I gave him one more. He this time said thank you without being prompted. It was too adorable. He ended up asking me for a couple more before I finished them off. I felt bad when he asked for another after that and I couldn't give him one but he didn't seem upset at all by it, thank goodness.

My mom and I talked things over on the way home about what happened tonight. The conversation went fairly well but I still felt like crap for acting like a complete retard. We got home, obviously and I headed right for my room.

Anyway, I'm really tired so I'm going to go to bed early. Night.